Life Sucks Sometimes

and for no real good reason.

I feel down this afternoon sitting here at work. I have no energy, no motivation, no desire to do anything. But still I plod on.

At times I feel nothing, but at others I feel lost, scared. Or tired. Today I feel all of these. I even feel my eyes stinging a bit with unshed tears, though I have no idea where those are from.

I sometimes feel that I am too stressed at work, or maybe that I am depressed. I know for a fact that I don't get enough exercise, and that I am a little too much into my addictions lately (hello sweet tooth).

What I have realized is that this feeling will pass. It always does. There is plenty around that will bring me up. My workmates. My family and friends. Shea. My addictions. ;)

After spending time at my folks' place and playing Diablo II, I am itching to own the game myself. Maybe I should finally cave and while away the hours in blissful gaming. Who knows. It could be fun. :) Beats sitting around reading the same old crap online. At least till the hockey season starts.